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I've always said it's not the end of something
I never ment to hurt you...

Name:

The Last Unicorn.

Website:

Myspace. YO.

Location:

Waterford, Michigan, United States

Birthdate:

1988-05-11

Bio:

I brought you something close to me,
Left for something you see though your here.
You haunt my dreams
There's nothing to do but believe,
Just Believe.
Just Breathe.

'm used to it by now.
Another day, just believe.
Just breathe. Just believe.
Just breathe.
Lying in my bed,
Another day, staring at the ceiling.

I'm Rachel. Alot can be said about me. Some of those thing's being that i'm nothing but
an uncaring cunt, someone who's nothing but a bitch. But the truth is, that's just what's on the outside. A front if you will. I find that, if I don't let myself get close to people, I wont get hurt. If I don't get hurt, my heart wont break. If my heart doesn't break, I wont be depressed. Not being depressed equals happiness. But not all the time.

I'm about 99.9 percent of the time depressed. Even when nothing is going wrong in my life. My serotonin levels are very low. It's a disease. Not alot of people think that depression is a disease and that can go away on it's own, but it needs help. With that comes medication. Medication that alters your normal body functions. I happen to be on those medications.

I live in a small ghetto town called Lakewood, near Tacoma Washington. About 40 minutes from Seattle Washington. It's not a happy place to live. In all honesty it reminds me alot of Detroit, however, slightly nicer and not as ghetto. But ghetto nonetheless. I've been living here for about 7 months and some days, and my experience here has been nothing but hell. But we wont get into that.

This section is to tell you about myself. OKay. So i'll do just that.
I'm 19 years of age. I was born in Farmington Hills, Michigan, and raised in Detroit, Michigan. I moved around alot when I was a kid, pretty much all over michigan, from Dearborn, to Dearborn Heights, to Waterford. I maybe moved about five times as a kid. My mom and Dad got a divorce when I was about 4 years old, my sister being about 3-ish. I can remember because when we moved I started kindergarten the next year. I live in a Trailer Park for about a two and a half yeaers or so, and then I moved again. By the time I was in 3rd grade I lived in a small house on Powers street. My mother was in an abusive relationship. I can remember when I was about to have my 8th or so birthday party, and my mothers boyfriend wouldn't allow people to come over, not even my grandparents. I remember having it at my grandparents house. Then my mom decided to leave the bastard, I can remember her throwing his prized potted plant at him. There was dirt everywhere. Then we got house in dearborn, I met Madison and Sarah there. I lived in between the two of them. I can remember my childhood being somewhat... interesting. I was molested two times by two different people. I remember being showed porn while I was in the 4th grade by my "best" friend. My life had many many trials. Not many people know my deepest secrets. Now you do. But that's enough about my childhood.

I can't say i've grown up into the person I should be. But that doesn't mean I can't make myself change. I will make myself change. I guess this is the part where I should say what I like. If you're still interested that is.

I like playing videogames, watching anime, movies, reading books, sleeping, crying.

Videogames I like;; Wii - The legend of Zelda; Twilight Princess, Elebits, MySims, Mario Party 8, Rayman Raving Rabbits, Super Paper Mario. Playstation2; Kingdom Hearts, Kindgom hearts 2, Odin Sphere, Silent hill 1 2 3 4, .Hack// series, Castlevania, Tombraider, Fatal Frame, Clocktower, Valkyrie Profile, &many more. DSLite;; Animal Crossing, Super Pincess Peach, DiddyKong Racing ds, Mario Kart ds, Super mario 64 ds, Castlevania, +manymore. I also like the classics like NES SNES N64.

Anime I like;; Sailor Moon, Tenchi series, Gundam Wing, Outlaw Star, Cowboy bebop, Elfen Lied, Ergo Proxy, Perfect Blue, Lain, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Final Fantasy 8, +many many more.

Bands/music I like;; Skinny Puppy, Unicorn Dream Attack, Telepopmusik, IPA, Toxic Lipstick, VNV Nation, CombiChrist, KMFDM, Daft Punk, Nine inch nails, Peaches, The postal service, Death Cab for Cutie, The fray, mindless self indulgence, tubring, Portishead, stephan trask, mandalay, infected mushrooms, orgy, the prodigy, lords of acid, jack off jill, kelly, incubus, marilyn manson, the toadies, the chemical brothers, cobol pongide, lameboy, scrambled mache, shiny toy guns, ficherspooner, miss kitty, beethoven, mozart, freezepop, squarepusher, &more more.

Movies;; transformers, pirtants of the caribbean, The illusionist, offices space, super troopers, Talladega nights, anchorman, immortal beloved, 28 days later, night of the living dead, dawn of the dead, lady and the tramp, cars, monsters inc, finding nemo, the last unicorn, pans labyrinth, black dahlia, mallrats, detroit rock city, hot fuzz, thumbelina, more more more.

Books/manga;; Harry Potter, So I was a teenaged fairy, violet and claire, dangerous angels, necklace of kisses, hangman, vampire hunter d, sailor moon, no need for tenchi, angel sanctuary, confidential confessions, more more.

General interests;; unicorns, glitter, polkadots, ghosties, my kittens, transformers, action figures, stuffed animals, coke-in-a-can, baking, rainbows, band t-shirts, baggy pants, posters, I have alot of interests, but these are what I like the most.

and so you've been introduced to me. My name is Rachel, and like any girl. I just want to find someone who's perfect for me. Someone who will change me forever. Someone who is my soulmate.

Call me a unicorn for short. the last unicorn.